Akash "The storyteller"

Am I depressed? Nowadays, I just sleep all day, and when I am not sleeping, I stare at the plain wall as if I could see through it. All the books that I've read suggest that sleeping too much is a sign of depression. Am I depressed?  I do not know, I am not depressed, maybe I am, or maybe I am in love with the thought of being depressed.  I don’t know, honestly, but these days I feel as if everything has slowed down inside of me.  I want to write something, but all I do is stare at the computer screen. I go out, but just to feel how empty I am inside. I do not know why I am writing all these here, but I want to write about it; maybe I am in love with the process of writing it down and romanticizing it.  But back to the topic, am I depressed? I do not know, but these days I just want to end my life. I stare at the ceiling fan and think about hanging myself, or I look out of the window and think about jumping out of it.  Am I crazy? No, I am not.  Maybe I am,...